O how I've dreamed of you, my life
I renamed you bed dog car tree park
I love you, I love you not
You can't see me and I can't feel you.
O how it hurts inside this room
the walls the doors your face the floor,
timeless tickings on the clock,
eternal pain a tear a mock.
O your words, your icky tongue
your mercyless fingers
your soaring eyes
finally you came out walk talk
laugh write O my O my
took away my eyes and my left hand.
Took away my tears and my pens.
So I won't cry nor write
nor look at you in the eye.